You will not guess who returned my email.
Jamie Stewart. Jamie Stewart returned my email.
woooooooooooooooow i am so happy i cant even describe it.
on top of this:
i am buying a sculpture from

i am selling a print to

please check out both of these people. they are selling their work and they really deserve to be rewarded for their efforts.
David Horvitz is an amazing artist, please check out his tumblr (davidhorvitz.tumblr) and his regular website (davidhorvitz.com). He has really inspired me to do more interactive art and things that are socially-oriented. I am working on some photographic things that i hope will pan out.
i would like to encourage anyone that comes in contact with this page or myself to try to be a stepping stone in developing art. i would like to be more involved in any kind of artistic community or movement. i dont think im really working hard enough to contribute as a person or as an artist. this doesnt have to be something long and drawn out, it can just be a conversation or a correspondance of pictures or something that makes me realize you are a human being.
im really having a hard time finding meaning in everything, and i think part of the problem is that im looking for meaning in everything. i dont want to be the kind of person who is so absorbed in myself that tries to relate everything back to my own cognition and experience. if you can in some way pull my attention to the external world, that would be ideal. i am always thinking about how i feel about what is happening and i am really tired of it.
i hope no one finds this pretentious. i am trying to do something really different and somehow i hope you reading this can look past how i am incorporating myself into this, and make yourself known. take this as seriously as you want to or ignore it. dont think im doing this as some serious artsy-fartsy thing; im trying not to be too weird. make this what you want it, if you want to.
thank you
have a nice day